You want to know where the shotgun came from?

It came from my knee--
this was a weapon birthed from patella and ligament,
hard hitting myth born the day I decided
I would not leave a man’s hands wrapped around my windpipe.

It took years to get around to defending myself,
it took less than a minute without oxygen

as if my head had been forced underwater in the River Styx
fish swimming by

a baptism into adrenaline
fast riddle of flesh
this time the answer was a leg.

I rammed my knee into the soft tissues of his belly
and forced that man’s body from mine.

Like that–I was breathing again
and only the sky was blue.

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